***IMAGE HEAVY AGAIN*** Heart Break Is Here

..Eric flew out of Australia today. I have been in tears for the most part for the last 4 days...knowing the inevitable was coming..was I prepared for it? NO!!!! This morning dawned with us both wanting to rewind the clock some more. We finished packing his suitcase in between tears and were both trying to cheer each other up with little quips. The big picture is what we need to focus on but 6 months is a very long time to be without the man who holds my heart but one breath at a time.
Our little family

We had a wonderful time together and the kids adore him as well. When we got in the car back at the train station Bek made the comment that it felt empty now without him here...I couldnt speak because I could still smell his body spray in the car from this morning and I was choking on tears again....one breath at a time huh.

Here are a few pictures from our engagement photo shoot around Sydney with my gorgeous friend Steph.

This next photo is from a drive we took out to Macarthur Gardens...gorgeous Rose garden in stunning surrounds:

Shrimpy going for his first ever ride on any kind of motorbike...on the Harley Davidson Ultra Classic Electra Glide

Photos with the family:

Everyone got along & all enjoyed each others company...dad & Eric sat talking for ages about all sorts of things, my brother & Eric got along extremely well...my mother adores him....the kids love Eric almost as much as I do! Now I can only hope that I fit in as well with his family & friends as he did with mine here.

I need to go -- Have to organise dinner and school uniforms. Blog again soon.